I am a sensitive, tearful and vulnerable girl. I am afraid of feeling lost, lonely and especially the feeling of being abandoned and isolated by those close to me. I used to be extremely happy when I met friends when I went to college with wet feet. I used to imagine how much fun my 4 years of college would be if I had them with me. But gradually, I also don’t understand why they pushed me away. No longer the three of them chatting together, no longer the three of them laughing together, but I was completely removed from their conversation. At that time, I felt very disappointed, there were many times I wanted to ask what was wrong with me. Until one day, I realized that it’s not that I’m not good, but that I was originally just a redundant person in this relationship.
I write my story here hoping to get everyone’s advice, I want to get rid of this feeling of being lost but really still don’t have the courage to let go. Should I definitely let go of this friendship or accept it to cover up my loneliness?
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